To Know and To Deepen Your Reality Directly
My brothers and my sisters, all peace and goodness be yours.
Recently, our community has come to a new “Road Less Traveled.” A new and complete makeover. It’s a time in our lives that we are facing incredible odds of our life-changing events causing a ‘shift to hit the fan,’ on a deep level; emotionally, psychologically, and spiritually, politically, and yes, financially.
The issue is the Heart of the question.
Are we living outside of our Hearts? I believe we are living outside of the realm of joy and peace, to say the least, and that we can’t help but know our fear. During this time of the epidemic, we find ourselves bound to old ‘wineskins.’ This epidemic is surely enough to remind us, seemingly, that we are tapped to stretch out these skins as they tear apart, causing us great pain, as it were. I don’t buy into that type of thinking.
What does it mean about a closed heart, and how do we begin to think about opening up this closed heart we find? We must learn to untie the heart of the matter, that is keeping us trapped, to enable the Hridaya, or Heart chakra, to open, by untieing it.
Let me explain,
The meaning and its purpose were to deepen and to know the “reality,” or quality, of its true meaning that spoke to me, and that the journey offered me directly the causation as a factor that I needed to come to realize. It was in locating the process toward a [near-life experience], as opposed to a ‘near-death experiencially’, thus opening my path in this life at a deeper level.
For me, its meaning is that I have a lived experience of a transitional period in my early life, which gave me direct knowledge of a pathway into facilitating the heart of the matter. Ancient as it is, experiencing a near-death experience has given me a new perspective most people are unable to look through, a lens that offered me this ‘new life experience.’ What I found in this experience was a Light or Lamp that was my-Self, the source, and beacon of truth that I acknowledged in my life as a priority in acknowledging the ‘Light’ into this life that was my own.
Talk about coming to one’s shore, one has the understanding to know whether it is the right one…even when one discerns that soul knows that it is the one soul has landed, which is correct as far as the soul is concerned, on the ‘right’ shore, choosing the right purpose, all physicality set aside, metaphorically, we are to discern that perhaps, spiritually, at that deepest and profound level, perhaps, it still could be the correct one to learn from! Usually, this will be the case for choosing the circumstances (karmic reasoning) for doing so that the soul knows. For me, I recall that in my return to this ‘shore,’ I came to understand the karmic/Dharmic values, at the soul level. No mistake. Better to know now, as opposed to another three or four lifetimes to experience.
As in my case, I came into this world knowingly but quickly wanted to leave it. This terrestrial experience, I realized, I felt was not a good place. At age five, I had my near-death experience (NDE), and with it, I was filled with messages from the other side of life. There were moments for me to discern with, but I didn’t want to come back; it was truly more of a reality, experiencing loving presence there. On the other side of Heaven, sitting with Jesus and St. Francis and wanting to completely ‘cross over’ to the other side of silence, I knew I was Home. But this was not to be. I had to keep my promise in returning to the terrestrial world.
Most of this experience, being called by Lord Jesus and St. Francis, was to come up close, to stand by them, was to know that the closeness I was to them alluded to the fact that in my terrestrial life, they would remain close to me as I would return to the physical world, for the duration of all my physical life. Please, keep in mind that as a five-year-old boy, I did not have the developmental mindset psychologically to discern, or have the capacity to discern its meaning-making, but this would be my homework, nevertheless, if you will, in the years I would follow throughout my life. This was an unusual situation where I was standing, with my arm resting on Lord Jesus’ lap. To make a long story short, I would come to know, and being five years old, would come to learn the depth of meaning-meaning at the heart level.
My psychological makeup was not yet developed enough to discern the purpose of reality beyond what we typically know and understand. That meant returning to the physical world, something I did not wish to do but did. So I ask, where do you stand in the wake of a new adventure in knowing a near-life experience? What followed was many years of anger for not being fully accepted, instead feeling an overwhelming rejection from the source of Love and Compassion that both Lord Jesus and St. Francis are. For me, coming back felt like an ultimate betrayal. Part of what Jesus said to me was: “You will be with me in Heaven, forever.”I believed him. But I found myself back in the hospital, returning from my near-death experience (NDE). What did he mean by “in heaven” with him forever?
My return suggested I would use the Tarot to gain understanding of my path. The Art of Tarot, I know that my sense of creative activity is coming from the ‘source’ within as a creative and supportive endeavor that is to be for others. Thus, the connection with Tarot has been a model and a pathway I have expressed in the past, and now I am thinking of sharing it with others shortly. The outer expressed value to the unconscious, and reference is an art in those who use this medium, enabling them to acknowledge and offer the unconscious patterns, uncover hidden potentials in one’s consciousness, and bridge understanding to the journey consciously.
Meanwhile, since my several near-death experiences, I am keeping myself steady at the helm, multitasking here in this “Valley of Tears,” continually working and updating my website to further promote my spiritual care program.
I hope that this finds you in all goodness and peace,
Om Shanti, Prema Sai,
Sincerely,
Eternal Narayan das Jyoti
