Called to Return
The Great error of modern psycology has been to speak of the unconscious as though it were some kind of unknowable…. But insofar as the unconscious is the body… the unconscious can be known and studied….And insofar as it is…(a) timeless principle, the unconscious can be finally realized in an act of intuitive knowledge. (Welwood 58)
—ALDOUS HUXLEY
Like Milton Erickson at five years of age, with many stays in the hospital with some form of neurological crises/illnesses, came to know a profound near death experience, to come back to this life form in order to integrate a real life experience. I began to perceive a reality that interrupted the stream of life, at the local level of consciousness [the physical world], on the one hand, in order to remember the non-local dimensionality, on the other. I began to have shifts of consciousness related to an unknown value.
I became severely ill having seizures causing me to stare into space and freeze, unable to respond, as if like a mannequin. At home it began with multiple seizures. At the hospital under observation for a seizure disorder, I began to have high fevers; an increase neurological activity (epileptic) related to petite mal seizures that almost killed me. In the hospital I quickly went into a near death experience (NDE), where I would learn the second lesson to awakening to transcendence.
